"Suicidal Emotions"

Track List: 1. Depression - Part I 2. Betrayed 3. Depression - Part II 4. Despondency

Thanks to Shadow Dweller for sending this lyrics.
1. Depression - Part I ++++++++++++++++++++++ Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God's heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging path All means seemingly focus towards the end There is no reason to live anymore when the reason cannot be attained But the solace lay beyond the darkness In a land where light and life dwell Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires Only then will my mind lie to rest For I am alone on this world Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead Yet still I stand tall as I bleed Deep from within the cuts upon my skin 2. Betrayed +++++++++++ My darkest fears have become a frightening truth And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow And my skin will continue to wither and decay Happiness - where are you? Will this grief be swept away? This madness must stop or this world I'll depart As reality blends into horrific dreams My departure from Earth is getting near And as I approach death, I'll show no fear I need you here to ease this pain For I fear it shall never dissipate Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow I felt your warmth - I can't touch your skin Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh And I summon forth suffering and despair Yet it is something I do not wish to do My Blood absorbs the poisons Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall And the anguish recedes as life slips away Breathless, I beckon eternal sleep For I shall live no more to be with you As I see your fate appear through the mist 3. Depression - Part II +++++++++++++++++++++++ I think about life and feel pure hate about being trapped here on this earth Envying all deceased souls who've passed on from this ruined plane My dormant hours are filled with fear, my waking hours I will not face All will to life has expired I just want to fucking die! The thought of life reviving is nothing but pure illusion This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind Wishing that I had the strength to extinguish the whole of mankind I know that this goal of mine will never ever be attained I hate this fucking human race for what they have all done to me Driven to this destructive state Guided by insanity! The thought of life reviving is simply just pure illusion This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind My cries for help have gone in vain No need to endure this endless strain My screams of pain seem devoid of sound Comfort in death I now have found Silently pondering... "Why do I continue on with this life?" Silently wondering... "When I die, will anyone even notice my demise?" 4. Despondency ++++++++++++++ My visions are all clouded I see nothing but red This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state Why do I remain here to weaken through the years? I am so confused - my soul dies all the while I don't wish to co-exist with this feeble human race I don't feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life" A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain In this emotional state I suffer from despondency Violent and murderous thoughts Form deep inside my mind Dwelling on these sights to the point where I'm insane Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die? I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice Your fears of death are covered up by the words "Suicide is weak" Released from the grip of life's burdening chains My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain With death I'll grow in strength and might Fading away without remorse With death I'll leave this weakened earth To become at one with the night With death I'll grow in strength and might Fading away without remorse With death I'll leave this weakened earth I am at one with the night
Thanks to Brandon R. for sending this lyrics and his correctives.

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