Ablaze My Sorrow - 2002
"Anger, Hate And Fury"
Track List: 1. Erased 2. Suicidal 3. Where The Strong Life Forever 4. Machine Supreme 5. Paradise 6. Retention Of Illusion 7. Thou Shalt Forever Suffer 8. Shrouded Are The Pleasures Of Flesh 9. Heartless 10. Slit Wide Open 11. Ad Libitum
Line-up: Anders Brorsson - Bass Magnus Carlsson - Guitar, Piano on "My Hope For Life", "Heartless" Dennie Linden - Guitars Kristian Lönnsjö - Vocals Alex Bengtsson - Drums Tomas Lindberg - Back vocals on "Slit Wide Open"
1. Erased / Relived +++++++++++++++++++ Black shadows creeping down the wall Another life is about to end I can feel the hour creeping closer now Today it's my execution day Without fear in my eyes I walk the 30 meters of the chair The thoughts that rush through my brain Makes me once again see their pain Kill me, set me free Come to me beautiful death Kill me, set me free Feel the pleasure of killing me I'm rather dead forever Then living without my needs When the lightning strike through my eyes And my skin starts to burn This act will give you satisfaction You think you have saved the world 2. Suicidal +++++++++++ I can't close my eyes Staring straight into the empty sky Feeling trapped an overfilled with lies I can't deny These lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind I can't deny Death is on my mind I can't close my eyes I'm feeling trapped inside a world of lies I can't see what's real it's all disguised I can't deny These lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind I hate this world I hate this life I focus on the strength The strength I'm building up inside I feel it growing stronger every day Strong enough to take my life away I can't close my eyes My final rest saved me from all those lies It's over, I'm free from this pain called life I can't deny I'm dead, I'm cold, I'm six feet under ground I can't deny I'm dead, I'm cold, it ain't no lie I focus on the strength The strength I'm building up inside I feel it growing stronger every day Strong enough to take my life away Suicidal! 3. Where The Strong Life Forever ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Born to die, our fate has been sealed The webs of life spun since day one Odin father to death, our paths will cross In the halls of Valhalla well feast, warriors from North These seas whipped by the fury of Jormundgand These mountains born from the teeth of Ymer Beautiful and majestic, forever in my heart The setting sun burns my eyes Will this be my last or will I again see it rise? Ancestral pride burns in me I am the king of the northern sea A battle is raging soon to be won I raise my sword to Bur and Bestlas son Can't remember how many I have slain Then, all I feel is the burning pain A fatal wounds has appeared But I'm not afraid it's nothing I feared Ancestral pride burns in me I am the king of the northern sea Chilling winds caress my body The rain falls hard on my face As I gaze up to the sky Clouds gather and thunder roars Valkyries ride down to me Einherjer is what I'll be I ride with them to the golden halls Deep within Asgards walls 4. Machine Supreme ++++++++++++++++++ Divine warmachine, terror on wheels of steel Engine roaring like thunder on the field Is it Hell? Is it Eden? No sympathy, no peace Just anger, hate and fury Suffering an higher art of pleasure Pain, revel in this agony Soldier, living for the kill Soldier, living for the thrill No mercy, crush the weak High on blood, feel the rush Fire guns, destroy the hush FIRE!!! Supremacy through shells of steel Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide Charging forwards no turning back Engage in battle, ATTACK ATTACK! Metallic wagons of fear invading everywhere Yeah...Hell is here... 5. Paradise +++++++++++ Gazing up to the blackened sky Makes part of me slowly die Among the clouds I can see a dove The messenger of love Follow it, they said, to paradise Afterwards I hate them and their lies It was the beginning of my demise I've been in paradise, don't want to go back It made my feelings go numb and black I couldn't find the desire of my heart It was far away and slowly breaking apart Hypocrisy and lies There is no fucking paradise Looking for the love of my life It isn't in your fucking paradise I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate Among the clouds I can see a dove The messenger of hate 6. Retention Of Illusion ++++++++++++++++++++++++ Faithful believers of a nonexisting god Waste all your life on your bare knees Reality a word unknown Passing your head with a gentle nod Brainwashed from the day of your birth Religious fanatic from the cradle to the grave Christian pedophiliac is that your way to save? Why can't you see beyond the illusion the lie Just sitting there playing to an empty sky You are maggots, sheep's that walk in flock Not able to think on your own Don't come to me begging for mercy No fucking remorse, you are going down Religious fanatic from the cradle to the grave Christian pedophiliac is that your way to save? Why can't you see beyond the illusion the lie Just sitting there playing to an empty sky I hate you I curse you The truth is what I speak My words is your defeat Day in day out before your precious icon Your life is mine to waste Blindfolded "men" of god I deny your lords existence! Holy father nothing more than phantasm Pestilential lord of lies! 7. Thou Shalt Forever Suffer ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ The world seems to matter no more I'm standing by the threshold to the door Where death is waiting on the other side Chained to the shore awaiting the coming tide As the shining steel caresses my flesh I depart on a journey beyond life and death Domain of the damned is where I will dwell I bid you welcome - welcome to hell 8. Shrouded Are The Pleasures Of Flesh ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ There is things about me you don't know There is feelings in me I'll never show It's an eerie sound in my head Why can't I ever sleep? Insomnia Dementia Paranoia Phobia Sleepless night I lie alone Watching writings on the wall Hour after hour until the light of day Then with the sun they disappear It's calling for me in tongues I've never heard Telling me to kill, telling me to die Voices in the darkness of my mind Like a child's painful cry Other occasions they command me By terrifying visions of reality I hope that some day I will be free Now I'm lost within myself Growing more deranged by every week I feel a need to feast upon the weak Insanity wrapping its arms around me Enfolded I become enlightened and see The taste of human flesh so sweet I can feel the power flow from my hands to my feet 9. Heartless ++++++++++++ Give me energy I can't control myself I'm burning up from inside There is no contact to your world The flame inside me just died Every day will be the same My only passion will heal my pain One day light will come For me it id never exist True love is an empty bottle Which I made promise to True love is shining colours Once again it will be shown True love can't be taken away It will never disappear True love is here to stay Now I've got nothing to fear Your world is a blind mans eyes That will show me eternity Your ear can't obtain my cries I've already set my destiny As we walk the path of life Which seems to have no end Alcohol made my cold emotions And the rush is my only friend 10. Slit Wide Open ++++++++++++++++++ There seems to be no meaning There seems to be no hope There seems to be no meaning It's time to fetch the rope These thoughts carve in my mind The scars they make are eternal My hate grows stronger each day The hate towards life and myself I'm drowning in this vicious river of suicidal thoughts Stopped struggling for the surface a long time ago These scars inside of me Now slit wide open My life has ceased to be Now slit wide open This painful agony Come death set me free My life has ceased to be Now slit wide open There seems to be no meaning There seems to be no hope There seems to be no meaning It's time to fetch the rope Is this the last you'll ever hear from me? This remains to be seen Does anyone really care? I know that I don't These scars inside of me Now slit wide open My life has ceased to be Now slit wide open This painful agony Come death set me free My life has ceased to be Now slit wide open 11. Ad Libitum ++++++++++++++ I will follow my desire Building up my dreams empire Not listening to your bullshit I'm free I have no sire I will not hesitate If you stand in my way Then I'll promise you You won't see another day I am the one That fulfill my dreams I will live my life Ad Libitum! See my crowbar in your face My knife in your heart My fingers around your neck I won't think twice I am the one That fulfill my dreams I will live my life Ad Libitum! I am a predator You are the prey So shut your mouth And hear what I have to say Life is survived Only the strong will live on The future lies clouded For you, not me I'm on top on the flood chain Your just another worm Your efforts to pull me down Well they are in vain I am the one That fulfill my dreams I will live my life Ad Libitum! This is our world We don't want you here!