DISHARMONIC ORCHESTRA - 1994
"Pleasuredome"
Track List:
1. I Hyperact
2. Recommended Suicide
3. The Silence I Observe
4. Feel Like Fever
5. The Sick Deep Under
6. Getting Me Nowhere
7. Pleasuredome
8. Stuck In Something
9. Fall Colours' Fall
10. Overwhelming Tranquility
11. Where Can I Park My Horse?
12. Off The Ground
13. Sunday Mood
1. I HYPERACT
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Sometimes I hyperact
At least behaviours indicate
That something's not intact
Concerning habits that relate
To lack of understanding
It doesn't matter for your part
But I still try to handle
My surplus energy - that's hard
I'm watching your movements
It appears so strange to me
All actions - slow motion
These images I see
Maybe I'm more than acting hyperly
I am surrounded by a floppy lethargy
Organizing facts
Order nice in fact
All I make
Speed of dream is low
Not until I know
That I'm awake
Try to pass my time
Try another rhyme
Pencils brake
Hard to hold a move
I can never prove
What it takes
Puddle in my mind
In another kind
A bigger lake
Reorganizing facts
Reorderd nice in fact
Speed up to my dimension
2. RECOMMENDED SUICIDE
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All of my tomorrows
Are too bad to be true
Like a dose of poison
I consider killing you
I take myself away
In the shadow of disgrace
I'm faced by something
That jumps around me
While I'm waiting
and dissipating
I never knew what's like
Talking to myself
Unknown there is one
Devoted to me
To be delivered from me
You've been waiting for such a long time
Taking control of my soul
Everytime I'm driving insane
I lay beneath the upcoming scene
It's happening once in a while
I'd take the train but I don't care
I'm watching my past passing by
Waiting for you to come
To take me over
Can't escape your sphere
Recommended Suicide
3. THE SILENCE I OBSERVE
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Received a package with a bestial grunt
Between two flattened streets patrolled by
Thoughts
A mechanical taste in my mouth
Seems to be my last demand
My words walk in the groove
Hacking through my bleeding heart
Although my lips they moved your voice
With teutonic freeze into the deep
And the silence I observe
Says it's worth a little pain
No matter where no matter how
The silence I observe, it's worth the pain
The silence I observe, my bleeding heart
The silence I observe
4. FEEL LIKE FEVER
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I thought you were alive
You're no use to anyone
The moment you arrive
All the deeds are done
I'm heading for a break
Laughter from the ground
I'm down in deepest freeze
I'd feel like fever now
When something goes reverse
It makes me want to puke
Before scratching my back
What was I thinking of
I thought I was you
I thought I could spend my life
For a break
From the ground
In deepest freeze
I'd feel like fever now
I go reverse
I want to puke
I scratch my back
I'd feel like fever now
I feel like fire now
What time did you see it happen
One face in a purple frame
Your crime is your radiant passion
A black border around the name
Thin blue line red light flashing
the silent rules of a lonesome game
I had to get away
I checked it more than once
5. THE SICK DEEP UNDER
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I see the light
You'll never reach
It turns my mind
Until the day I die
These are the days of my life
Join me the dead shall arise
I perished alone
By the garden of sorrows
In the vale of tears
By the sick deep under
I hear, you see
The works of wisdom in my ears
I know, the way
to a higher state of mind
beyond the realms of light
I'm squealing for oblivion
I'm dressed in white
May I overcome
I've seen the light
You'll never reach
It turned my mind
Until the day I died
6. GETTING ME NOWHERE
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How do I feel? I can't explain
I never knew what's going on
In my mind there's a voice
That's telling me the meaning of life
The heat makes me sick I gotta stay
I check the pain that can't be found
Theres comes the moment that never lasts
I fasten my seatbelts but I don't care
I am the one to blame
I'm like an endless pain
But the truth beyond it says
Better pull yuurself apart
To point the way outside
I can't stand it no more
Into the mirror I stand and stare
And like I figure there's no one there
The sound of daylight
It's getting me nowhere
The smell of dreamtime
Has got a different flair
7. PLEASUREDOME
8. STUCK IN SOMETHING
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I see the light out of you
I see the day coming in
When I know it is true
I ain't walking away
How many times can I be
The face within your dream
I don't care what I see
I'll be there if you scream
I swear you lost your life
It comes disguised as blue rays
The way you stare outat me
Makes me heartbeat decrease
I'm stuck in something, I'll never be free
I can't move someone please help me
I drove a million miles
all the rooms were grey
I don't want to be nice
I think it's clever to swear
I wouldn't seek your advice
But I would look...
I told you not to be so cute
Around the block
What can I do but be impressed
Against the clock
9. FALL COLOURS' FALL
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Raindrops fall
Wind blows through the dripping colours
I'm waiting for
getting dropped with all the others
Thought I could stay
A little while in that surrounding
I wished that may
Came back again and sun would bound in
Fuzzy shades of shadows all around
A veil of mist is covering the ground
Seasons run
Soon I grew old
Time has come
I'm loosing hold
Could this be all?
Entire life
From spring to fall?
A dark and murkygloominess is caused
By heavy smoke made by a cars's exhaust
I'm falling now
Think back to then when I was green
Bed myself down
And fade away in golden gleam
Raindrops fall
Wind blows through the dripping colours
10. OVERWHELMING TRANQUILITY
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Even if I act sometimes
like a split personality
I am obsessed by you
Like a polypeptide of someone elses
Mind but I know I'd better sleep
Sleep into a land where I find
The stairway to my personal void
My possession enthused a sudden voice
In a vain attempt
I leave you with this thought
Nothing isn't anything but it's
Tasteless and it's flat
nothing if it's anything it is
Even less than that
I look around while something's in my head
Like a ton of lard
Like a death at a birthday party
I've got to spoil the fun
I don't want to bleed in vain
In a painful freeze
With a heartdisease called love
By the frozen trees
11. WHERE CAN I PARK MY HORSE?
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Feedback screams on a twisted riff
I've got more than I could spare
The perfumed dream of a midnight shift
With my tongue hanging loose
Where can I park my horse?
Down under in my head
I give a shit and sleep alone
Too much talking ain't no good
Where can I park my horse
Running down with my brain opened wide
I push it hard 'till there ain't no more
Take no advice that keeps me back
The bang, bang, bang of funeral bells
Where can I park my horse?
Rebel, rebel I never go home
I know what gets me wet
Wave on wave of body heat
Where can I park my horse?
Is it me or could it be you
If it's not you it has to be me
Gimme a dollar and you see what I do
My name's John Wayne and I live on the sea
12. OFF THE GROUND
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Here comes the blue
A million tears gonna tear apart
What never shuts
A million spears gonna pierce your heart
A thousand cuts
A million souls all running scared
All driven nuts
Over the moon back to my place
Off the ground to the lunar base
If I could have just one more wish
It would be a viscious fish]
I'm happy to say
The chronic breath of death collides
Up to my sleeve
No flovers for the man who died
You can not leave
Throughout the windows of deep sleep
Where I achieve
Come inside and join my mind
I will show you how to dance
Without attractions caused by trips
I will put you into trance
I leave you soon
You talk too much
I'll never stand
Your obsessive touch
A clumsy kiss
That ends in fears
OH how I wish
Not to be here
Come to me
Close your eyes
I lose control
And drift away
13. SUNDAY MOOD
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